If I came to you
With tears slipping from my eyes
A head filled with dreams and lies
Would you open your arms?
Would you hold me through the night
Kiss me until my demons lost the fight?
If I told you I’ve got darkness in my head
Would you pull the trigger, and leave me for dead?
All these questions, they’re never ending
Thrumming against the backs of my eyes
I don’t know the answers
So my brain makes up pretty lies
I’d like you to hold my hand
I’d like your fingertips on my cheek
Give me a moment I can keep
I don’t want to think
I want to forget
Give me everything
Give me anything
I’m drowning in an invisible ocean
I know you can’t see it
But believe me, it’s there
Don’t let me go
You’re telling me it’s too much
You want the real me
I don’t know who you mean
You leave, you’re gone
I’m all alone
Opening my eyes, I cry
A nighmare? Well, yeah
I dreamed of what we would have been
Man, I really hope you don’t love me anymore.
~ Bluebell Rizzi