If

If

If I came to you

With tears slipping from my eyes

A head filled with dreams and lies

Would you open your arms?

Would you hold me through the night

Kiss me until my demons lost the fight?

If I told you I’ve got darkness in my head

Would you pull the trigger, and leave me for dead?

All these questions, they’re never ending

Thrumming against the backs of my eyes

I don’t know the answers

So my brain makes up pretty lies

I’d like you to hold my hand

I’d like your fingertips on my cheek

Give me a moment I can keep

Please

I don’t want to think

I want to forget

Give me everything

Give me anything

I’m drowning in an invisible ocean

I know you can’t see it

But believe me, it’s there

Don’t let me go

You’re telling me it’s too much

You want the real me

I don’t know who you mean

You leave, you’re gone

I’m all alone

Opening my eyes, I cry

A nighmare? Well, yeah

I dreamed of what we would have been

Man, I really hope you don’t love me anymore.

~ Bluebell Rizzi

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