Love And Chaos

When someone you love cuts you off, then drops off the face of the earth, it leaves you with a lot to think about.

Right now, I don’t miss you.

I miss the person I was with you.

This past week I’ve been wondering if I’ve actually been happy since you left. The scary thing is that I don’t know.

I don’t think so.

You really screwed me up, I’m not gonna lie.

I hate how happy you made me.

How does a person live life feeling neutral, when they know there’s more out there?

I had euphoria, and it got taken away.

Your leaving was a hand grenade that you threw at my heart on your way out the door. I’m still picking up the pieces of my life up off the floor.

I don’t blame you for leaving.

I know that sounds insincere, but I truly do mean that.


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      1. That is very true! Come to think of it, we should probably start selling heartbreak as a kick-start to creativity – probably 95% of the world’s poems and songs are sourced from heartbreak!
        Heartbreak: the new drug XD

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