Hey everyone 🙂

I apologise, yet again, for neglecting my blog lately. A member of my family is visiting from England, and I’ve been putting more time aside for friends and family ^ ^

I’ll be taking three more days off, but fear not, I shall return as soon as the deadline is up. I find that if I don’t allow myself to write for a while, it makes me want to 😀

So here’s a little poem before I go – hope you enjoy! ^ ^ ❤


Thoughts bubbling up
Exploding in my head
Like the molecules in popcorn
Pushing the thought away
Heavy feeling in my chest
Loneliness, desperation
How do you define what’s real?
I never tell anyone
What’s in my head
When they ask, I can’t answer honestly
What does that say?
Who am I
Why am I here
I wish I knew
And these urges, impulses, compulsions
Overwhelming me
Drowning in these unfamiliar feelings
Colours and stars and pain
And, and…
I’m lost in an unknown world
I need to draw my own map
And oh,
How I wish I knew
The answers.

~ Bluebell Rizzi


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