Why? (2 Of 3)


Why is it so hard to remember?
When you look at me that way
Every memory fades
I forget what you’ve done
What you never did
Why don’t I remember
How lonely I was in your presence
How I searched for proof that you were good
And how my insecurity remained
You never made me feel better
Never let me in
Our language was laughter
We never did anything else
You tried to change me
You still do, all the time
As if I’m not enough
As if you want me to be the person you can’t be
I’m sorry
But I don’t work that way
Find someone else.
~ Bluebell Rizzi


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