adjective: despondent
in low spirits from loss of hope or courage.

I sleep when I don’t wish to live

The time passes and I feel no loss

Curled up here I can forget

Every past regret

When I sleep I can escape this world

Which is all I want

I snuggle into my pillow and smile

My bed never lets me down

I don’t have the energy

To participate in my life

There’s no point to anything

No reason to get up

I’m hibernating

I am numb so I sleep

What they never tell you about sanity

Is that it’s hard to keep.

~ Bluebell Rizzi

Hey everyone 🙂

Don’t let this poem worry you, I wrote this a while ago when I was in a rut, which I am no longer in for the time being ^ ^

Hope you’re all okay ❤

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